If you've repented towards God and placed your trust in the Lord Jesus, then you will have an affection for Him, and you can rest assured He called you and elected you. You belong to Him! Lk 18:13-14, Jn 1:12-13,3:1-18,5:24, Ac 16:31,20:21, Ro 10:9-11
Perspective gives us the strength and ability to fight in order to keep our bearings, to keep heading true north, and to the surprise of some, to sleep in the bow of the ship when it’s time to rest.